woah! tajuk mmg sgt de boom..kehkehkeh..hahaha..mmg minta perhatian pye tajuk..walawalawei pa pn yg pntg ri ni aku berjaya menundukkan nafsu..yeyy!! ri ni aku bgn menunaikan solat subuh (wat kali pertama pas balik umah)..huhhh! announce mcm damn je..kehkehkeh...kalahkan syaitan tido!! rejam sm dia..hehe..ok back to the topic...
kalo ikut tajuk tu mcm aku ni sorg yg xde kepercayaan terhadap apa2 la plak, but dun wori..tajuk je yg lebey tu..im still a muslim yg amar ma3ruf nahi munkar..my purpose using the word "trustless" is because i am someone who wont give my trust just to anyone..and i will take back my trust that i put to someone if they break a rule (some rule set by me)and there are reasons behind all of this..aku ni sbnrnya bersembunyi di dlm cengkerang yg keras (my big personality) but the other side of me was pure and sensitive..thats why i never judge a person based on the first impression..because for me, everyone hides their real selves in a different way..
once before, i have those who i put my trust on them but i was stabbed from the back..one of them stabbed me from the front..hurt but i still strong because i am me..there was a time where i never trust anyone, but i feel like im alone..
the me you are seeing right now maybe not the me you always known..but the truth is i am me and i will always be me..i am sylangster inside and pressure outside..two split personalities but both are connected and must be one to be me..so if you are one amongst all that got my trust, congrats!! hehe..bukan senang tau nk dpt..so please take a good care of it..my trust is one of the most valuable thing for me but i gave it to you, for you to care..
sume ni bukanlah nk bgtaw yg aku ni lemah ke apa tp sebaliknya. aku seorg yg kuat. aku tumbuh sebagai seorang yg berhati keras. cuma aku masih bergantung kpd "trust"..tu je..nothing more..
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