the truth of trust revealed!

hurt...
but i still smile...i dont want anybody to realize how i feel...and...i've been prepared for a long time since then to face it...after the big truth revealed just now, my preparation seems lack of ability to cover all of the tears from my heart...fuhhh...jiwang!hehe...sj je...nk menunjukkan betapa ramainya org yg hepi, gelak2 main YM mlm ni...except aku la...ceh!keluar tajuk...

nothing to say...but...just want to let you know that tonight i am officially taking back my trust which i put to someone that i called friend.....so lonely but i feel comfortable after hearing it by his own words...now, i dont need to put myself in danger of my own thought...nti jd gila plak...ha3...

sayang sgt....perkara yg aku jangka, btl2 berlaku...maybe my fate was created by not letting anybody to be my best friend...to share my thoughts, and my problems...now i lost a place to turn back asking for help...however...i still have this blog as replacement...hehe...sama je pun...tmpt meluah...org ke, bukan org ke...same je...

ok2...thats it for tonight...
puas ati aku...hehe