Sbnrnya aku pun x tau nk isi apa dlm blog ni...no idea at all...tba2 je tgn aku ni gtl nk buat blog...so aku decide to make it as a blog for anyone who knows me but the truth is they still dont know me better...
About me...(details)
-This is when u should angguk2 while reading...
~~~~~PROUDLY SAID THAT I AM A VERY POYO PERSON...NOBODY CAN STAND ME EVEN FOR A SECOND...I LIKE TO TALK STRAIGHT TO THE POINT AND HONEST EVEN IF IT WOULD MAKE THE PERSON ANGRY OR ASHAME OF HIM/HERSELF...WHICH MEANS THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO 'JAGA HATI'...NOBODY WOULD LIKE TO BE MY BESTFRIEND BECAUSE THE ONE YG PALING RAPAT NGAN AKU ADALAH ORG YG MENDAPAT LAYANAN PALING BURUK DARI AKU(BUKAN DISENGAJAKAN)...HAVE NO FEELING TO ANYTHING HAPPENS TO THE OTHERS...LIKE TO JUAL IKAN (SELFISH)... LIKE TO SING EVEN IF I DONT KNOW THE LYRICS...UNFRIENDLY...TAHAP KEDEKUT IN 80%...DONT REALLY LIKE TO SMILE OR GIVE ANY SEDEKAH...DONT LIKE SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO MEMINTA-MINTA...EGOISTIC...MY FACE WILL TURN RED EVERYTIME I ANGRY, SHAME OR VERY HAPPY...HAVE A CHINESE LOOK FACE(SOMETIMES I LIKE AND SOMETIMES I DONT)...CAN LAUGH IN A BIG, SCARY AND UGLY WAY...AFRAID/SHY TO TALK TO STRANGERS(EVEN A NEW FRIEND IN A SCHOOL OR ANYWHERE)...A JOKER(THAT JOKE HAVE ABILITY TO HURT SOMEBODY'S FEELING)...LOW CONFIDENCE LEVEL ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERYONE'S EYE IS WATCHING ON ME...I LOVE MYSELF...CANT AFFORD TO SEE SOMEONE EYES WHILE TALKING...CANT SLEEP WITH THE LIGHT IS ON...DONT LIKE TO EAT SPICY FOOD...DONT LIKE CARBODINATED DRINKS...A VERY SENSITIVE MAN BUT NEVER SHOW IT...HATE IT WHEN THE GIRLS SAID KAWAIE TO ME BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE A WEAK MAN...DONT TRUST ANYONE...CHEAP WITH THE WORD 'SORRY'...AND MANY MORE...
-This is the truth why i am becoming as above, u can decide nak caye ke x...
~~~~~~I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK OF ME AS A WEAK PERSON PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY...I ALWAYS FEEL SORRY EVERYTIME I HURT SOMEONE'S FEELING BUT I NEVER SHOW...I LIKE TO TALK BAD OF MYSELF TO MAKE PEOPLE AVOID ME SO I WONT HURT THEM(BUT IT IS NOT A PERMISSION FOR SOMEONE TO TALK BAD OF ME)...I SALUTE ANYONE THAT CAN STAND MY ATTITUDE AND ALWAYS GIVE FORGIVENESS TO ME...I LOVE MY FAMILIES AND FRIENDS EVEN IF I ALWAYS SHOWED THE OPPOSITE ATTITUDE TO THEM(AS I HATE THEM)...I WONT SHOW MY FEELING TO ANYBODY BECAUSE I NEVER TRUST THEM(THAT'S WHY PEOPLE AROUND ME DONT TRUST ME EITHER)...I CAN BECOME SO STINGY BECAUSE I AM A POOR PERSON, I DONT WANT TO ASK MONEY FROM MY PARENTS, AND I HAVE AN INVESTMENT FOR MY FUTURE PLAN(FOR A MONTH, A YEAR OR FOREVER)...I TREAT MY BESTFRIEND THE WORST ATTITUDE I HAVE BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO ACKNOWLEDGE ME THE WAY I AM, NOT CHANGING ME TO BE SOMEONE ELSE...I WILL BECOME A VERY SELFISH AND POYO TO A SELFISH AND POYO PEOPLE...IT TAKES A VERY LONG TIME FOR ME TO FORGIVE...I ALWAYS DREAMING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE SOMETIMES I CANT HANDLE 'THE GIFT' THAT ALLAH HAS GIVEN TO ME(ESPECIALLY MY FACE), BUT IM REALLY THANKFULL...I WILL FEEL BAD EVERYTIME I CHEAT(FOR A VERY LONG TIME, UNTIL I CAN FORGET IT OR SOMETIMES I REVEAL THE TRUTH)...DAN BANYAK LAGI LA...
NI LA PENGENALAN KPD DIRI AKU...KALO ADA YG X SETUJU, AKU X KISAH...THAT MEANS U DONT KNOW ME WELL...THOUGH SOMETIMES I CANT UNDERSTAND MYSELF, ONLY ALLAH AND MAYBE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME KNOW...
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